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chapter 11

Gerard's POV:

Me and Bob broke the kiss as the other's came stumbling through the door carrying a selection of DVD's, skittles and pizza Mikey spoke first "so Bob how did it go, what did your mum say" i watched as Bob broke down into tears again and ran from the room "what? what did i say?" Mikey asked as he and the others shared confused looks. Bob had never shown much emotion let alone cried infront of them " his mum disowned him Mikey. She said that she never want's to see or hear from him again and she has sent all his stuff here"."Oh my god how could she do something like that to her own son that's really evil" RAy exclaimed furious that anyone would hurt his friends in such a way. "I know i've told him he can move in with us Mikey he had no where else to go" i started at him hoping that he wouldn't disagree "yeh sure of course he can stay with us, i just can't believe she would do that i smiled a thanks at him and stood up " im gunna go talk to him" i told them and i went in search of Bob who i found crying hysterically into his pillow.

Bob's POV:

I can't take it anymore, i hate my self for what i have become a usless fucking fag that's all i am good for nothing faggot.
A few minutes after i ran out Gerard had followed me in here i couldn't bare to look at him, he was proberly disgusted with me for being such a baby but then i felt a hand on my shoulder and that made me look up " Bob it's ok to be sad but please don't cry or i'll start crying to". "But i can't Gee i hate everyone thinking im the tough guy and that nothing can hurt me because it does hurt it hurts more than anything i have ever felt before but i can't be the strong person you expect me to be, i meen no offence to Mikey but he is stronger than i am and now i don't know what to do anymore " i finnished out of breath and still crying like a baby " Bobby know one expects you to be some one your not just be your self and if that meens your a big softy then that makes you a big fluffy cuddly teady bear who i love so very much ". I looked up to see Gerard giving me a watery smile i smiled back "i will allway's be a softy Gee i will allways be your teddy-bear as long as you are my Gee-bear i love you" i pulled him into a bear hug and held on for dear life i cried more but this time tears of happiness as the horrid events of the day were forgotten. We soon got up and went back into the living area to find Mikey and Frank wrestling on the floor over a bag of skittles and Ray laughing his head off at the sight of it. I could tell we were in for an interesting night.

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chapter 12

Ray's POV:

After Gerard left to go talk to Bob me Mikey and Frank decided to choose a film to watch, Mikey wanted to watch batman Frank wanted to watch nightmare before christmas and neither would agree to watch one first and then the next one i watched as they wrestled to but there DVD choice in the player Frank eventually won by sitting on Mikey's head leaving him flailing trying to escape as he couldn't breathe as the film started to play Frank released Mikey from his suffocating prison, Mikey then quickly jumped up and stole the last bag os skittles of the table and sat down and started eating them and smirking at the look of utter horror on Frank's face who quickly jumped onto MIkey and they began wrestling again this time rolling onto the floor knocking everything in there path over i couldn't control myself any longer and started laughing so hard it felt as if my sides were splitting. Gerard and Bob walked back into the room with there arm's wrapped around each others waist's. The room silenced imediatly and Frank and Mikey froze mid fight and turned and faced Bob. I stood up and walked over to Bob and patted him on the shoulder "we're really sorry man she shouldn't have done something like that we are all here for you no matter what" Bob's eyes welled up with tears again and he bowed his head Gerard led him over to the sofa and sat him down he then pulled Bob's head down onto his chest and wrapped his arm around his Bob layed his hand on Gerard's stomach they looked so sweet together it look's like we are going to be seeing a new side of Bob the side of Bob in love. "Shall the movie night begin " i yelled out and Mikey jumped onto my lap after winning the bag of skittles and Frank came and sat in between of us and pressed play and a nightmare before christmas theme tune started and we sat and watched.

Frank's POV:

We were watching a movie together well i was watching the movie Ray and Mikey were staring into each others eyes and Gee was hugging a still watery eyed Bob. I know i shouldn't be but i was unbelievably jealous why was it allways me forgotten hey didn't even appear to realise i was there i meen we had been on tour for almost a week and they had barley spoken two words to me i was feeling left out, even though Gerard was my best friend that i had ever had i couldn't help feeling a hatred for him cause he had taken Bob away from me leaving me to be the only single one on the bus im just hoping that one day i will have my prince charming who will cheer me up when i am sad who will warm me up in the winter who will listen when i need to get things off my chest who will hold me when i just need to know some one is there i need some one who will make me feel special.

Gerard's POV:

Me and Bob had no interest in the movie we were only interested in each other i knew Bob didn't want anything going fast he wasn't comfortable with himself let alone anyone else and i was fine with that i'll wait a life time if that's how long it takes, it feels strange i have a really strong feeling to care for him to look after him id never felt that for him before but maybe that's what the new Bob needed as i'd noticed this new Bob was definitly alot camper than me and a real softie but that just made me love him more maybe i was growing up a bit well i hope not i like being childish sometimes its so fun but all the event's of the past week had a rather strong affect on me i wish most of it didn't happen but maybe it was for the best maybe if it didn't happen i wouldn't have my Bobby or my lil bro anymore and i don't know what i would do without them.