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ive just noticed franks not in it much but i duno how to bring him in


chapter 7

Ray's POV:
We heard Bob screaming for us so i quickly got up followed by Gerard and Frank and we ran as fast as we could to the bathroom. There lying on the floor in a pool of blood shaking was Mikey "oh my god Mikey what have you done no no no noo please" i cried i walked towards him and picked him up and carried im out and lay him on the sofa and for the second time in two days i cleaned his cuts and put on fresh bandages. He looked so fragile like a china doll so pale and perfect in every possible way but so broken oh so broken i looked behind me and noticed that Gerard hadn't moved from his spot on the door frame of the bathroom as he just stared at the pool of blood his brother had left Bob crawled down next to him and placed his hand on his leg "Gee hes ok he'll wake up soon" that got his attention and he turned to his brother than back to Bob "but he's not ok if he was ok he wouldn't have done it he would have told me why didn't he tell me doesn't he trust me im his brother hes meant to tell me if theres something wrong i tell him everything " he broke down into tears and rocked back and forth like an insane person "Gerard somethings you just can't tell anyone you mustn't be angry with him i think perhaps its time for another band meeting " Bob finnished as Gerard pulled Bob's arm around him and lay his head on his chest, i couldn't help but smile as Bob's face turned bright red when Gerard hugged him but my attention quickly turned back to mikey as he sturred and his eyes flickered open "Mikey your awake how are you feeling " "im sorry Ray im sorry you guy's i didn't meen to scare you forgive me please its just i don't know what to do " i sat Mikey up and sat down next to him so he could lay his head on my shoulder for more support "Mikey you have nothing to be sorry for just talk to us if anything is bothering you tell us we'll listen and we'll help if we can" i told him "you'll laugh though and ignore me forever" i smiled at his at how childlike Mikey really was and that even though he tried to act tough he really does need to be looked after "Mikey we won't ignore you and we won't laugh i promise" i looked at the others who still hadn't said a word Gerard was still hidden by Bobs arm frank was sitting cross legged on the tea table staring at nothing inpaticular " Ray im sorry i didn't meen for it to happen i know you won't like it b..but i think i have fallen in love with you " i gasped in shock and the others looked up in shock aswell "Mikes are you sure this isn't just the dizziness from all the blood loss " " no i felt something was wrong for a while then earlyer i looked at you and i got a sort of butterfly feeling in my stomach and i felt wrong that i shouldn't like you, you deserve better than me that you would never feel the same way i felt sick thats why i went to the bathroom" i stared in disbelieve after all this time of me thinking that he would never feel the same way it turns out he did "Mikey its my fault i should have told you before then you wouldn't have done this but i thought you'd been through so much stress with the cross dressing thing that i shouldn't telll you but Micheal James Way i love you so much" his eyes lit up so bright and he pulled me into a hug "i love you Ray i love you so much " i suddenly realised that there were others in the room Frank who was still on the table was giggling like a girl again Bob had tears in is eyes and Gerard was already crying his eyes out i could tell that he was happy for us i pulled Mikey into a passionate kiss and Bob awwed quietly at us everything was good for now but i knew i still had to tackle the reason for Mikey throwing up when he wasn't ill but for now that could wait.

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chapter 8

Frank's POV

Ok that was just adorable Mikey has just confessed his love for Ray and they are now having a make out session on the sofa right in front of us it was so cute and now Mikey had lay his head on Rays chest and had fallen fast asleep whilst Ray stroked his hair with a huge goofy smile on his face as he watched Mikey sleep as if he was protecting him from unknown evils. I watched as he very carfully picked the fragile Mikey up into his arms and carried him to his bunk and lay him down.

Ray's POV:

Mikey had fallen asleep on my lap so i carried him into his bunk and lay him down i removed his shoes and kissed his head i smoothed down his hair and removed his glasses i wispered "i love you my angel" into his ear pulled the blanket over his body and left my sleeping beauty to dream the night away.

Gerard's POV:

After Ray had left to take Mikey to bed he had not returned so he had obviously gone to bed or was sitting at Mikeys side incase he awoke during the night. I was happy for them both i knew Ray would look after him and would never let anything hurt him. I was still lying against Bob and was feeling far to comfortable to move right now he was warm and he had a certain chubbyness about it him that made so cuddly he was like a teddy bear, i gripped tighter onto his side as if that if i let go i would plumitt thousands of feet to my death he felt like a life line that was keeping me sane so much had happened in the last few days Mikey had been through so much he had admitt his biggest fears to us and was still very troubled we had all admitted to being gay even Bob which even though it was suprising i was kind of happy about there was just something about Bob that made me think he was hiding his true self like Mikey behind all this fakery acting tough so he could support his friends but something told me he was just as troubled as the rest of us and that he just needed to open up and speak out it would really help his confidence he such a quiet man and kinda mysterious in a very sexy way. I am so tired im falling asleep on the floor on Bobs chest not complaints there though.

Bob's POV:

Gerard had drifted off to sleep on my chest it had been a long day for us all especially the Way brothers, i picked him up and carried him into his bunk smiled at Ray who was sitting on the edge of his still watching over Mikey it was so cute. I lay Gerard down on his bed who just rolled over and pulled his blanket up to his face like a toddler did with there special blanky or there teddy i leant down and gently kissed him on the cheek and wispered "i love you Gee i wish you knew" i then drew back the curtain walked back past Ray who obviously saw me kiss Gerard but was kind enough not to mention it i then climbed into my bunk and almost instantly fell asleep with thoughts full of the days events yet is didn't fall into a deep enough sleep so that i wouldn't be able to hear if i was needed by any of the others during the night.

Frank's POV:

It appears i am the only one left awake well accept Ray but he wasn't budging from his bunk untill he was sure Mikey was safe i decided to grab 2 cups of coffee and join Ray in his watch. I walked in to the bunk room and saw how tired Ray was looking he really did look like he needed the coffee " Ray i come bearing coffee or to relieve you of your watch over young mister Way " i told him "im not budging anywhere Frank go to sleep " he replied with a tone of voice that told me there was no point in arguing with him he was not going anywhere soon " ok fine ill join you then i owe all of you so much staying up with you to watch over Mikey " he turned and looked at me with a questioning look " what have we ever done to make you owe us " " you listened to me and didn't turn your back on me like everyone else did in my opinion i owe you all my life i don't know how i would cope without you all and seeing how you care so much about everyone else it really opened my eyes to how amazing life with the band really is " i finnished wilst turning scarlet but Ray just pulled me into a comforting hug and we continued our nights watch.