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Aug. 30th, 2008 01:16 amChapter 37
*2 weeks later*
(Frank's POV)
Bob was improving steadily and should be aloud out soon. The hospital is driving him crazy as he so often tell us.
Bob had as i said improved but his mental state was still a worry he could be fine and chatty and then he was just lying there facing the wall again and just wouldn't talk.
Mikey cried every time he saw Bob and he still wouldn't go into the bathroom on the bus alone or even step foot on the bus alone. He screamed and cried when ever he was alone he kept saying there was something there with them.
Green Day where a great help at this difficult time, Tre would stay at the hospital and keep Bob entertained with us whilst Billie Joe and Mike watched over Mikey who was not in a fit state to go back to Bob.
Gerard appeared to be coping alright considering it all. Although he was worried about his brother and Bob he hadn't yet cracked under the pressure and was busy keeping us from sinking.
Ray as allways was trying to but on a brave face, allways trying to leand a helping hand isisting he was fine not knowing that i heard him cry to himself at night. I wanted to tell him i was there for him but i don't think he wanted anyone to know he wasn't as strong as he made out to be.
I to be honest didn't have a clue what to do with myself. I thought perhaps i should go with Bob but he never spoke when i was there and when i stayed with Mikey he wouldn't stop crying. I knew it wasn't my fault they did it but it made me feel isolated from the group what with Tre not wanting to leave Bob alone in the boring hospital and the others giving Mikey is space or the care he needed.
(Ray's POV)
Everything was going wrong i try and help them but it never last.
I had to clean the blood and water up in the morning whilst the others held Mikey down has he continued to have seizure after seizure which had been happening alot as Mikey got weaker again. This whole trauma had set him back through all he had worked through. He was fading fast only a small light remained and i was fading with him.
(Gerard's POV)
I can't believe any of this my best mate has gone mad my little brother is loosing the last few remainders of his marbles(tehe). Ray crys himself to sleep each night i can tell he isn't all there and Frank i don't know about him he is nearly allways sitting outside Bob's room to scared to go in but still to scared to leave.
I don't think Mikey even understands the half of it anymore. I miss the old Mikey so much i miss the Mikey i fell in love with the quick witted geeky Mikey allways ready with a smile to cheer me up or hand to hold when the world got to big and scary. I was the older one i should look after him but it never worked that way with us i needed him there to stop me from taking things to far or from going back to my old ways.
I dread going back to the bus to find Mikey tired and bruised from another round of seizures. Some times i come back and hes hidden in a corner kicking out at anyone who approaches only asking for Bob. Even Ray couldn't control him anymore and it was breaking our hearts. We can't take him to see Bob anymore for our sake as much as there own but Bob wants to see him and he can't untill he is better.
(Bob's POV)
Sooooo bored. Hospitals are so pointless they allways make you feel worse not better or is that just mental old me. Yes thats right im a loon well according to the board on the wall out side my door i am. I know im sane but its fun to bush it to the limit and see how the nurses react when i start shouting in gibberish. It takes a lot of will power not to laugh as they run to fetch a doctor and when they come back they find me reading a book just as i was the last time the doc came in.
The guys came to see me all the time Tre and Gerard never seemed to leave and Mikey never seemed to arrive and i didn't blame him i wouldn't want to see my ugly mug all pale and icky but thankfully i can't see it unless i rip it off and spread it out. Oh that sound like a good idea for a horror movie "Introducing BOB BRYAR FACE SLICER" ok maybe not best leave the imagination stuff to Gerard.
Frank was sitting outside my door as he has been for the past two weeks not daring enter "OI FRANKIE COME HERE" i call and his head whips around fast. He head butts the window and stumbles back as i stifle a laugh. He nervously walks in and sits oposite the bed "hey Bob how ya feeling " he ask. I really do laugh at such a stupid question do i seriously look ok if i was ok i wouldn't be here and i tell Frank just that. He looks at his feet "oh sorry Bob" he mumbles "so did you need anything" he ask nervously "yes actually can i give you a big hug untill you stop being so damm grumpy and give me one of thoose priceless grins that is normally plastered across that cute face of yours" i ask him. Frank looks up and raises an eye brow as if trying to decide if i was serious. "Come on its only a grin wheres the old Frankie gone the one that can charm the pants back onto Paris Hilton and might i had that is something that could save the world" i tell him and he laughs throughing his head back as his stunning grin spreads from ear to ear. "So why have you been sitting out there and not in here trying to climb ontop of anything and everything that Beeps" i ask. "cos i didn't want to and i climb on you and you don't beep" he giggles "maybe i do just you try it" i taunt him "imagine im a heart moniter i can show you what happens when you climb on me". Frank imediatly climbs up onto my lap "beep beep beep beep beep" i repeat and as his hands run up my chest and back down over my thighs pausing over my inner thigh before trailing off again. "Beepbeepbeepbeepbeepbeepbeepbeepbeepbeepbeep" i joke and he is laughing so hard "i think i should stop i don't want you having a heart attack now do i" he says "beep.......beep....beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee" i say as he sits on the chair. "Frank you have just stopped my heat i think only a kiss can save me now be my nurse you'd look good in a dress" i tell him and he pecks my cheek. "Go to sleep Bob your a strange one you are more kisses in the morning and when your feeling better maybe we can discuss this nurse outfit thing of yours a bit further". He exits the room swaying his hips sexily and i wolf wistle before turning over and going to sleep.
tehe
My dear sharpener to you regognise something in there that you may have read before lol
*2 weeks later*
(Frank's POV)
Bob was improving steadily and should be aloud out soon. The hospital is driving him crazy as he so often tell us.
Bob had as i said improved but his mental state was still a worry he could be fine and chatty and then he was just lying there facing the wall again and just wouldn't talk.
Mikey cried every time he saw Bob and he still wouldn't go into the bathroom on the bus alone or even step foot on the bus alone. He screamed and cried when ever he was alone he kept saying there was something there with them.
Green Day where a great help at this difficult time, Tre would stay at the hospital and keep Bob entertained with us whilst Billie Joe and Mike watched over Mikey who was not in a fit state to go back to Bob.
Gerard appeared to be coping alright considering it all. Although he was worried about his brother and Bob he hadn't yet cracked under the pressure and was busy keeping us from sinking.
Ray as allways was trying to but on a brave face, allways trying to leand a helping hand isisting he was fine not knowing that i heard him cry to himself at night. I wanted to tell him i was there for him but i don't think he wanted anyone to know he wasn't as strong as he made out to be.
I to be honest didn't have a clue what to do with myself. I thought perhaps i should go with Bob but he never spoke when i was there and when i stayed with Mikey he wouldn't stop crying. I knew it wasn't my fault they did it but it made me feel isolated from the group what with Tre not wanting to leave Bob alone in the boring hospital and the others giving Mikey is space or the care he needed.
(Ray's POV)
Everything was going wrong i try and help them but it never last.
I had to clean the blood and water up in the morning whilst the others held Mikey down has he continued to have seizure after seizure which had been happening alot as Mikey got weaker again. This whole trauma had set him back through all he had worked through. He was fading fast only a small light remained and i was fading with him.
(Gerard's POV)
I can't believe any of this my best mate has gone mad my little brother is loosing the last few remainders of his marbles(tehe). Ray crys himself to sleep each night i can tell he isn't all there and Frank i don't know about him he is nearly allways sitting outside Bob's room to scared to go in but still to scared to leave.
I don't think Mikey even understands the half of it anymore. I miss the old Mikey so much i miss the Mikey i fell in love with the quick witted geeky Mikey allways ready with a smile to cheer me up or hand to hold when the world got to big and scary. I was the older one i should look after him but it never worked that way with us i needed him there to stop me from taking things to far or from going back to my old ways.
I dread going back to the bus to find Mikey tired and bruised from another round of seizures. Some times i come back and hes hidden in a corner kicking out at anyone who approaches only asking for Bob. Even Ray couldn't control him anymore and it was breaking our hearts. We can't take him to see Bob anymore for our sake as much as there own but Bob wants to see him and he can't untill he is better.
(Bob's POV)
Sooooo bored. Hospitals are so pointless they allways make you feel worse not better or is that just mental old me. Yes thats right im a loon well according to the board on the wall out side my door i am. I know im sane but its fun to bush it to the limit and see how the nurses react when i start shouting in gibberish. It takes a lot of will power not to laugh as they run to fetch a doctor and when they come back they find me reading a book just as i was the last time the doc came in.
The guys came to see me all the time Tre and Gerard never seemed to leave and Mikey never seemed to arrive and i didn't blame him i wouldn't want to see my ugly mug all pale and icky but thankfully i can't see it unless i rip it off and spread it out. Oh that sound like a good idea for a horror movie "Introducing BOB BRYAR FACE SLICER" ok maybe not best leave the imagination stuff to Gerard.
Frank was sitting outside my door as he has been for the past two weeks not daring enter "OI FRANKIE COME HERE" i call and his head whips around fast. He head butts the window and stumbles back as i stifle a laugh. He nervously walks in and sits oposite the bed "hey Bob how ya feeling " he ask. I really do laugh at such a stupid question do i seriously look ok if i was ok i wouldn't be here and i tell Frank just that. He looks at his feet "oh sorry Bob" he mumbles "so did you need anything" he ask nervously "yes actually can i give you a big hug untill you stop being so damm grumpy and give me one of thoose priceless grins that is normally plastered across that cute face of yours" i ask him. Frank looks up and raises an eye brow as if trying to decide if i was serious. "Come on its only a grin wheres the old Frankie gone the one that can charm the pants back onto Paris Hilton and might i had that is something that could save the world" i tell him and he laughs throughing his head back as his stunning grin spreads from ear to ear. "So why have you been sitting out there and not in here trying to climb ontop of anything and everything that Beeps" i ask. "cos i didn't want to and i climb on you and you don't beep" he giggles "maybe i do just you try it" i taunt him "imagine im a heart moniter i can show you what happens when you climb on me". Frank imediatly climbs up onto my lap "beep beep beep beep beep" i repeat and as his hands run up my chest and back down over my thighs pausing over my inner thigh before trailing off again. "Beepbeepbeepbeepbeepbeepbeepbeepbeepbeepbeep" i joke and he is laughing so hard "i think i should stop i don't want you having a heart attack now do i" he says "beep.......beep....beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee" i say as he sits on the chair. "Frank you have just stopped my heat i think only a kiss can save me now be my nurse you'd look good in a dress" i tell him and he pecks my cheek. "Go to sleep Bob your a strange one you are more kisses in the morning and when your feeling better maybe we can discuss this nurse outfit thing of yours a bit further". He exits the room swaying his hips sexily and i wolf wistle before turning over and going to sleep.
tehe
My dear sharpener to you regognise something in there that you may have read before lol
