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most of the medical stuff in this will probably be made up or spelt wrong cause im usless haha
chapter 25

Ray's POV:

Mikey was screaming and crying calling out in words that made no sense beads of swear were forming on his brow "Mikey" Gerard yelled and ran over to his brother sitting at his head. "Whats the matter Mikey are you in any pain" nurse Gerard to the rescue was my first thought when i saw him fussing over his brother and right on cue his to assitents nurse Bob and nurse Frank arrived in there usual style of falling over each others feet and crashing to the floor. They both knelt at Mikeys side "whats up Mikes " Bob asked just as nervous but caring as Gerard. Mikey brought his knees up to his chest and lay there shaking and sobbing, glasses steamed up and tears rolling down his cheek "Mikey baby come on sit up for us" i told him so that we could see what the problem was. We slowly lifted him into a seated position but he still held his knees closly to his chest and wouldn't look up. "Gee call an ambulance quick he needs help now more than ever" i demanded and he looked at me warily "Ray no please he can't go back there it won't help him i promised he'd never have to go there again don't do this to him" Gerard begged and pleaded but Mikey was in danger he needed help "im sorry Gerard but we can't let him suffer like this any longer its for his saftey and sanity" i explained "fine but no ambulance we take him there please" this looked like it was the only way Gerard would let us take him there, it would be easier by amublance but Gerard was being stubbon "fine Frank go tell the driver to take us to A&E quicksmart" i barked and he ran to the front of the bus.
"Mikey come on baby tell us whats wrong" Bob asked from his spot at Mikeys feet "talk to us baby come on" he gently placed his hand on Mikeys knees to no avail. Gerard and i wrapped our arms around Mikeys shoulder hoping the warmth of knowing his Friends are close by would awaken him from his state of terror or what ever it was that was upsetting him "Mikey please just talk to me let me know whats wrong" Gerard pleaded and begged his little brother to answer him. "Ray do something make him talk say something in spanish he reacted last time when you spoke to him" Gerard was right Mikey had reacted last time but it wasn't like this "I'll try Gee but i can't promise he'll answer he doesn't know what im saying" Gerard just nodded and i turned to face Mikey " Mikey despertarse por favor su asustarse yo y Gerard despertarse mi amo". Mikey moved his head slightly and looked at me "i'm so sorry Ray im sorry Gerard but he he the bathroom he" Mikey didn't finnish his sentence he just collapsed crying ontop of Bob who held him tightly making soothing noises in his ear "shh Mikey shh just explain slowly what bathroom" Bob asked him and Mikey gripped closer onto his shirt "he him in the bathroom the jock" i thought back to what Gerard had told me earlyer perhaps he had a flashback dream reliving that horrible moment. "Mikey there gone there in jail your safe from them they can't hurt us again" Gerard told him but Mikey jus shook his head "nn no the first time he he oh im so sorry Gerard its my fault you got hurt its all my fault" Mikey tried to get up to run but didn't even have enough strength to sit off of Bob's lap. "Mikey calm down baby what did he do hows it your fault that Gerard got hurt you didn't hurt him those bastards did" i told him but he still shook his head. Mikey looked up and stared into mine and Gerards eyes "he he in the bathroom i couldn't stop him they were all to strong it hurt so bad im sorry" he looked away quickly and hid in Bobs neck "Mikey just tell us what he did no one is going to think anything bad of you" Bob lifted Mikeys head up and kissed him lightly "just tell us baby". "Gerard he raped me im sorry its all my fault he rrrapedd me Gee" he let out a strangled cry and tears worse than i could ever imagine poured from his eyes he sobbed heavly and cried and screamed.

Bob's POV:

Mikey had just told us the most awful thing i have ever heard that in high school he had been raped by a jock in a bathroom. I'd ring the neck of what ever fucker did that to him even though he is in prison he is probably happy that he only got charged for assault cause he scared an innocent boy so badly he wouldn't even tell Gerard untill years later when it all got to much. I wasn't going to let go of Mikey and he wasn't going to let go of me i didn't care that he was so upset he didn't know what was going on he swatted and scratched and cried out that he was sorry and that it was his fault he screamed that he wanted to die and why couldn't we just let him die but i wasn't going to let him get hurt ever again i would protect him guard him i love him.
Frank came back into the room and saw the state we were in and looked worried "guys whats going on" Ray looked up shakily "Mikey was raped in highschool and has only just told us" and with that Ray fell to the floor next to Mikey and me and cried like a child, Frank stood shocked at the news of what had happened and went over to Ray on the floor and lay with him as they cried. Gerard looked up from behind his hands and looked at Mikey "which one of them did it Mikey which one of thoose fuckers raped you cause they will pay for it i swear" he screamed anger so strong because the innocence of his brother had been ripped from him at such a young age. Mikey calemd down enough to mutter two words the name of his rapist "Bert McCracken" and then he started screaming again cause his name was enough to bring back his horrible encounter. All this time all the pain and suffering Mikey had been through because of he was to scared of his older brothers saftey to tell anyone and now the dammage had been done it had finally broken Mikey he lost control and got injured physically and mentally and he just couldn't live with it. Gerard's anger boiled fire raged in his eyes he looked down at his brothers helpless body on the floor i could see by the look on his face he couldn't hurt anyone he had to know his brother was safe first. He sat down on the floor with the rest of us and kissed Mikeys head "don't worry Mikey we'll get you checked over at the hospital and then we will call the police he will not get away with this i promise you that" Mikeys head shot up "i don't want to go to the hospital you said never again Gerard you said you promised" Gerard looked down ashamed that he had betrayed his brother. "Mikey Gerard is doing the right thing we need to get you checked over before we can do anything about Bert so come one we're here now i'll carry you in so you don't have to look around and then we will be out in no time" i told him and he reluctently accepted.
In the hospital we waited for about an hour to be seen and by that time Mikey had fallen into a nervous sleep on my lap and i felt it unfair to wake him but he wasn't going to get better if he didn't get help now. The doctor approached us and told us to follow him into a cubicle where i lay Mikey on the bed gently. The doctor turned to Gerard "hello im doctor Corgan now what seems to be the trouble" he asked approaching Mikey and picking up a chart of the bedside table "well he lost quite a bit of blood a while ago and he hasn't gained any of his strength back also he is allways tired and sleeps most of the day and thats not like him he gets upset easier than normal" we all explained and the doctor just nodded and moved closer to Mikey. He placed his stethoscope over Mikeys heart and listened, he then placed it over his lungs and listened again. The doctor looked up at us "im afraid he may never recover proparly from the blood loss he has lost a lot but his heart and lungs are fine so its not life threatening but he may never regain his strength fully he will need help with a lot of things and support from his friends he must never be left alone incase he falls do you underdstand but the tiredness should improve completly within a month or so, now i am going to give him some antibiotics to prevent infection in his cuts but it appears some one had done a good job cleaning it up and i think it will be safe for him to go home now". The doctor signed the perscription and then left. I looked over at Gerard who was holding Mikeys hand "you ok Gee" he looked at me and a smile spread across his face "yes im good i thought it was going to be something really bad but its not and i have my little bro with me safe and soon to be well" he bounced on the balls of his feet and Mikey smiled up at him "come on lets get you back on the bus" i told Mikey and picked him up and we all walked out of the hospital together nowing that we would all be safe together and able to look after each other no matter what life throughs at us.

(thats not the end guys its just it felt appropriate to leave that chapter there cause it ended happy in a way cause the next one may not well i dunno i haven't written it yet

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chapter 26

Mikey's POV:

Bob carried me out of the hospital door, in his arms i felt safe and happy like nothing could hurt me anymore he is so cuddly. He chuckled quietly as i nuzzled into his neck as he sat down on the sofa in the bus, i didn't want to let go and i drifted into a calm sleep unlike one that i had ever had since Bert it wasn't full of nightmares it was happy thoughts of being with my friends and how they made me feel special and loved not dirty and discusting and the pain Bert caused. The happiness i felt when they cuddled up to me and kissed me passionatly and the way Gerard pushed his erection against my own rubbing hard the friction causing pleasure so intense that i could see fireworks. I screamed out there names as they each in turn made me come over and over again and then kissed me and the next of them would come along and make me feel special more special than i deserved i was nothing compared to them but they made me feel like an equal they made me feel as beautiful and as important as they were and i enjoyed every second of it because i would never feel like that in anything other than a dream.

Bob's POV:

Mikey was sleeping in my arms as beautiful and radient as an angel curled up like a kitten with a cute smile on his face nothing was going to hurt him for aslong as i live. Gerard sat down beside me Ray sat next to him and Frank across them shoving skittles in his mouth. "So what are we going to do about Bert" i asked Gerard seeing as Mikey was to deep in sleep to hear "we call the police and tell them maybe they can lengthen his sentence and then when he gets out we can get a lawyer to get a court order to stop him from coming near him ever again no violence just let the law deal with it Mikey has had to much happen to him for one of us to end up in trouble for getting revenge on Bert" i nodded and went back to looking at Mikeys angelic face. Ray spoke up "do we call the police now and get it over with or do we wait" we considered it for a moment if we got it done now Mikey could forget it as best he could and if we waited till tommorow Mikey may have more strength "i think we should do it now its for the best don't let him get away with it any longer" Gerard answered and he stood up and went to the phone.

(dial 999)

(ring ring ring)

(hello which emergency service do you require)

(police please)

(putting you through)

(hello what is it you wish to report)

( i would like to report a rape)

( are you the victim)

(no i am his brother)

( okay can you tell me when this rape took place)

( about 12 years ago when he was in high school)

(and may i ask why he is reporting this now)

(he has suffered some very traumatic events recently and he has been to scared before to tell any of us and it finally got to much)

(do you have the name of the rapist)

(yes his name is Bert McCracken he is in prison for attempted muder of me and my brother a few weeks after he raped him)

(ok could you please give us your adress so we can send some officers over imediatly)

(um we are at the rugby stadium in the My Chemical Romance tour bus)

(ok they are on there way first may i get some information off of you)

( of course)

(name of the victim)

(Micheal James Way)

(age)

(28)

(home town)

(new jersey)

(school in which the crime took place)

(belleville high)

(thank you the officers will be with you shortly)

(click)

Gerard put down the phone and sat back down "there on there way do you think we should wake him up" he asked motioning his head at Mikey "no let him rest for now he will wake when the police get here". Gerard nodded and lay his head on Rays shoulder "Ray be my teddy bear cause Bob's got Mikey" he asked and Ray but his arm around him "aww of course Gee-Bear come here" and hugged him tightly "hey why am i always left out of all the snuggling" Frank wined "well join in the hug then Frankie" Ray said and pulled him into the hug.

sorry guys but i can't write anymore today but two updates is better than none so hugs all round *hugs* and skittles *throughs them in Rays fro* you'll have to find them first though.